I.AM.FREAKING.!!!

OK. I am chatting with this good friend of mine, Jessica. And guess what, she's going to do an American Degree program in INTI college next month. Using her trial results!!!...And to think of my results!!...Oh damn...why?? why?? I'm freaking. I don't know what's gonna become of me. What if I didn't do well? It's gone then...it really is. AIYOOOOOOOOOO.....SPM dude..it's SPM!!!...What if I don't get a credit even?? Gone case la then. I AM SO DEAD. I know I am. OH GOD...PLEASE....YOU HAVE TO HELP MEEEEEE.....!!ARGH!!